Personal Writing

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    Missing Someone....

Missing you with every heart beat. 

Missing you with every fiber in me.
Missing you in the cold and in the heat.
Missing you like you're my heart's key.
Missing you more than I thought possible. 

Missing you like crazy.
Missing you every time I face an obstacle.
Missing you every time I'm feeling lazy.
Missing you so much it hurts.
Missing you every time I'm awake.
Missing you so much my heart is on alerts.
Missing you so much come back for my heart's sake.

Az Jouma
April/01/2013
Missing You





My Parabatai ...

I wish, I simply wish, for someone who sees like I do, someone who hears the same as me, who's thoughts fill in my gaps, who's words fixes me. I wish for someone who I wouldn't have to explain to, for someone who's ideas are their own. I desperately wish for someone who understands me, who sees my wrongs and still not leave me. I wish for someone who I wouldn't hide a thing from, for someone I could share my thoughts with; not fearing their reaction because I would know that judgement wouldn't be received from them. I wish, I simply wish for someone who reads as much as I do, who feels as deep as I do. I wish for someone I can cry with. Cry about the most important things and the silliest of things. I wish for someone who wouldn't find it odd to cry about characters, about lifeless "people" who only live on pages. I simply wish for someone who no matter where I go they are always there, right with me. I simply, I truly simply and only wish for a "Parabatai", for someone in who's eyes I'll always find grace. Who's eyes reflect the good in me the good that only that person sees. I just want a "Parabatai."

Az Jouma
April/28/2013
Parabatai